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Saturday, 20 October 2007

So confuzzled.

You know how sometimes, you really want something, and then when it happens, you realize it's not what you wanted at all? Actually, no, that's not quite right. It's more that you think it happened, but it wasn't quite the same thing... maybe the same event, but with a different meaning and intent behind it. Yeah, more like that.

And it really doesn't help when you also know that that thing is very, very wrong, and you should feel very, very guilty. But you don't feel guilty. Not even a little bit. At all.

Do I actually have any meaning at all, or am I just another worthless body, there for other people's gratification?

Sigh.

1 comment:

Mediocre said...

You worry too much. You have meaning. You're far from useless.

Maybe we should talk sometime.